sick so not goin to skool. listening to a song call already gone. Haiz. i gotta go jurong today bt don noe y i got a bad feeling bout it. n suppose to go yesterday bt got high fever till 40.0 deg. to day it came down. hiaz n i hate those bitches, seriously i hate them y don they jux get a life , stop poking their nose in to my affirs n stop commenting bout mii. wat is a family eh. i dont noe. i jux really feel stress out cuz im being judge n commented by them all the tym. its to hard to stay on n hold on...
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ' 6:55 PM Y
lols not goin to skool again today so bored. haix ive been single for kinda long eh. shud i get a stead ? im wondering...nah i guess not. if it ends up with mii crying den no. haha. i miss those days when im free. now im jux so stuck. i wan my life back. n the darn eoy is in lyk 10 days away. i feel so torn up. i wanna pass all my subjects so badly. im a mess right now.omg how am i gonna cope eh? i've got no idea. i jux wanna screammmm. vent it all out. no place of solice i've got nothing to keep mi at ppeace at all its all in chaos. God hlep mii.
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Monday, September 21, 2009 ' 5:44 PM Y
long tym no post.today im free, such a rare tym . N i woke up early!!!. Skipped skool. goin to the hospital soon, hope they keep it short n don do all the scan scan tings. Oh yea i read a vry stupid story. Its lyk there was dis pregnant woman who wants to see wad is the sex of her unborn baby but her husband dosent want to, so when the husband and doctor went out to get her medications she picked up the scanner and scan her own stomuch.... then the doctor came in and she was lyk, "excusme Mrs brandon, you are talkin to your bladder."so the image on the screen was her bladder not her baby. lols. Its been so long since i really spend a day really free n problem free eh. Well now im really concentrating on gettin to sec4, i don wanna stay back. well first starts with the perfect kiss, den slowly let the poison set in n love died. came so fast gone as fast.
Damn bored at home. my lips are bleeedin... i can constantly taste blood its so disgusting. i love the song ouitta control n tik tok. haha. i wake up every morning feeling lyk p.diddy. lols. gosh de blood taste is ewww. tink my lips are too dry. i nid to lose some weight,haha, guess im goin alone on de 22. Face it.If ani one can save mii it would be god eh. Nid to go kem again ltr . soo sian i don wanna go. bored n tired. oh yea, saw an article on line, u might get addicted to vicks inhaler. no wonder. haha. its good ani way, better den drugs i guess.
You're all I ever wanted ;
.Friday, September 4, 2009 ' 7:50 PM Y
when life gets increasing boring n scary, you feel lost . so many what ifs ,too many uncertainties. how do i move on when it u who makes mii u turn when ever i wanna move on. i realise im still at the losing end aft all. Without u i feel free again. Another you ♥. if tmr never comes for mii, im gonna cherish every moment i haf now. if i regret when i close my eyes it will be too late. support mii eh, my peeps?x) . miss mii when im gone...♥
HAHAHA. I HAF THE LAST LAUGH.HAVEN DIE YET.YESTERDAY HE CALLED MII, IT WAS UNEXPECTED. MAYBE HE WAS JUX BORED OR HE HAD NO ONE TO ACCOMPANY HIM. HE SAID HE MISSED MII. GOD THAT WAS SUCH A JOKE. THINKIN BACK I REALISE TAT I WAS LUCKY WE DINT EVEN START ON ANY TING. HE SAID HE WANTED TO MIT MII N ASK MII TO MIT HIM TODAY. END UP LAST MINUTE HE CANT MAKE IT. HIS BACKGGROUNDD WAS SO NOISY DAT I CANT EVEN HEAR THE REASON. OH YEA I DON CARE ANY WAY. 1ST TYM WE PLANNED TO MIT, YOU MADE MII WAIT FOR AN HOUR, NOW... WE NV EVEN MIT.HAIZ WAITING WASTED. WASTED.WASTED. HAHA.♥♥~♥♥. EOY MUZ WWORK HARD. BUT IM SO TIRED.
BOREDED. ESH I FAIL LYK SIAO LER...TAKE 7 SUBJECT FAIL 5 SUBJECT. CAN DIE BOH. HAIZ IS CONFIRM DIE LAH. IF KENA CHASE OUT OF HOUSE I OSO DON CARE LER LA. DIE JIU DIE. I LIVE FOR NO ONE ANI WAY.EVERYDAY IS A LOUSY DAY CUZ EVERYDAY I REALISE II FAIL ONE TEST. LOWEST IN CLASS 4 CHEM.CRIED WHEN I LOOK AT MY RESULTS HOWEVER WAT IS DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE. SO LIVE WITH IT RIGHT? I MISS THOSE DAYS.WHEN I WAS TROUBLE FREE. NOW IM JUX WALKIN DOWN THE PATH THAT IS SOO DARK . DARK TILL I CANT SEE WATS AHEAD OF MII. GOD HOW DID I EVEN BECOME LYK DAT. LUCKYLY I HAF DIE HARD FRIENDS. YEA JASMINE, JULIA, CARRISA N ZUUUU!!!. BTW NXT WEEK IS TEACHERS DAY,PLANNIN TO GO BACK TO MAHA BODHI FOR A VISIT.N IVE GOT NO PHONE NOW SO DON BOTHER CONTACTING MII, MAYBE BOTHER A LIL. COR MY HOUSE. N I HAF TO WRITE NUMBERS ON A PIECE OF CRAPPY PAPER.SIAN LAH...NO FONE SO MA FAN... ANI ONE GOT SPARE FONE???. NO LIFE NO LIFE. EVERYDAY GO TUA GONG. 1ST MUZ WALLK TO KEM DEN TAKE 42 DEN WALK IN .DIAO I SO TIRED SIA.WANNA PLAY BBALL. YOU LIANG ,KAI SHENG, PENG KIAT THE USUAL CLIQUE SOMEDAY WE NID TO GO OUT TO PLAY POOL N BBALL AGAIN. SOO BORED WIIT LIFE NOWA DAYS.
